Paranoid?
Not paranoid at all, realistic and weary is what I call it.
Just because I don't hold back on the truth/possibilities and I'm not afraid to upset some tarts like Cyberlob who can't even shoot in a straight line with the shock rifle makes me a bad guy, yet Nasty was crashing servers, spawncamping all the time and he was a hero.
I think if the buttkissing was ended then the real discussion about cheating/etc would come out. As it stands now, people are too sh_itscared of firing off just incase they take one of their clique with them.
Watch Neo's demo, now there's pretty conclusive proof of bad sh!t happening, people won't accept it, not sound off about it (ie brush under carpet) then move on, just naively and foolishly shouting off at the real "vigilantes" of the game.
I really couldn't give a damn about some pricks not liking me or not agreeing with what I have to say, gone are the times where I've mostly contributed to the forum to aid, help, and guide because UTAS is now used for small groups of knobs to back each other up trying to score in ascii where they missed in real life.
Generally only come here to fly the flag of the non-naive tosser (yeah I can border on paranoid but surely that's being practical right?), fighting for clean games where frags aren't related to how many binds/hacks/mods/.u files you've got loaded, and show people that ignoring the cheats doesn't make them go away, only increase the hit they have when they actually happen (ie. Neo getting well pissed off).