After the thread of Yaku passing away it made me have a little think of issues I had in my past. Even now years after UT has pretty much come to an end we are still here with thoughts for his family. So, years ago I tried committing suicide. Clearly failed miserably and thankfully so too. I would of left behind my family, friends and most of all my little girls. Some people completely disagree with suicide i now do too but in some stages of life people cannot are a way out. We don’t know how yaku passed away but I sure hope it wasn’t suicide. Have any of you guys who still browse these forums ever had any deep thoughts like myself?